an emo day~

today lect was fun initially, but was the topic is too dry and my ear got blocked.
no mood and started to be a little emo. >.<

lesson at 2pm was bored, no mood of studying.. sianning. and chatting with az. been some time since i saw her.. 4days! haha.
saddening to b in the diff grp as her. =( is okie...
let me emo. =D

*learn a new phase
noi no lei~

something is bothering me. but wads tt something? i would like to know it myself.
juz cant figure out wads the burden tt lies on me.
how sad. i dont understand myself.
*when i laugh/smile in a stress/sad situation, smth is wrong. i'm juz trying to stay strong.
in fact i feel like crying, but no. i dun allow myself to. i will try to bear with it
if i really break down, pls leave me alone.